by Virron

Sometimes when that feeling hits me, I just can't really control it. Life isn't easy when you got something not right. You will experience in different ways. Feel like you're not the usual self. Or even worst - think what your life all about in a bad way. Getting thru those days once was the biggest struggle in my life. I thought I'm completely getting over it. But I was wrong till one day I realize it came back to me again ....... Everyone goes thru their own hard times in life. Yet when it become intense that can make you out of control, so people call it distress .  It doesn't matter you call it distress/depression/anxiety. What really matters is you know exactly what is happening. One thing for sure this could be happen on anyone near you(family,friends,relatives,neighbour next door,colleagues and etc) Many people experiencing distress in their life at some point. According to sources that I read earlier,the study generally shows that : ...

Are you the one who like to stay at home during weekends? Because it's a perfect reason to watch Netflix/Youtube whole day?Or you got that deep thinking skills and great imagination at the same time?If yes,then you might consider yourself an introvert. What is introvert? The images below might useful enough to give you clearer explanation. Introverts are mostly : get energy from being alone  quiet  a thoughtful person secretly love enjoying a good book being solitary in groups and crowds Things that introverts want you to know But there are other people doesn't counted as a typical introvert or an extrovert,so they normally have traits of an introvert and extrovert(a.k.a ambivert).If you are not sure which type of personality you are,  click here  to find out :) The results I got from the test is so accurate,and shows me that I'm an advocate! When comes to advocate's strength and weakness,the website literally explain it all too well...

Sleepless night are always the night I found myself toss and turn on bed,trying very hard to fall asleep but failed all the time.My eyelids are heavy,but my mind won't allow me to rest well.It's hard to sleep when there are so many thoughts going through your mind.Not because I take nap or drink coffee before I sleep,just my mind constantly race with thoughts. Midnight is a long time to pass,especially when you can't fall asleep.What I usually do to kill the time is scrolling over my phone aimlessly.Putting my earphone on for some good music also what I used to do so.Now I blog when people have a normal sleeping hours at night.This bad habit started few months ago when I struggled to sleep sometimes, yet I only managed to sleep better during days :( I'm okay during day,but at night I just fall apart.  Current mode now Just another sleepless night where I random thoughts and nothing feels right anymore.  I miss those nights when I can sleep t...

What is love? Love is doing simple things in life to make your other half feel happy.Love can be define in many ways.But sometimes love hurts .This fact is real and not meant to offense anyone who reading this.Some people call themselves love guru when their friends seeking love advices from them,yet they can't really fix their own problem,sounds irony right? Actually this post was inspired by few blog post that I read lately.I'll try to make it short and simple here.Really don't know what crap i'll be typing.And yes,I've been in a relationship before exactly a year ago.At first,we were so in love to each other but the end I wanted the break up.Why so sudden?Because I got neglected by him after two months of seeing each other for almost everyday.And the worst thing was he didn't even intend to get me back.  NOT EVEN at all ! I cried over the phone when he had some disagreement with me that leads a fight.I learnt to overcome the insecurities and contr...

I've blogging something more to music and my thoughts lately.One thing for sure is I'm always a music lover because I listen to music and googled a lot to search for a song's lyric,especially when comes to the meaning behind the song.Talking about how I know the band,the first song that I ever heard is The Sound from their latest album.For your info,it was featured in Me Before You's movie soundtrack as I mentioned earlier. I'll be sharing a few things that I know about them here.The band are from UK and consists of 4 members which are Matthew Healy,Adam Hann,Ross Macdonald and George Daniel.Just like Coldplay,they started to playing quite some time before releasing any album.Finally they made their debut in 2013 with self-titled album. Sometimes I can't get enough of listening Matthew's vocals,just can't help myself as the melody and lyrics got me felt related to things in life.For them,maybe it is some dark side of what society and reality...

People often telling me you're too young to do this, to do that.Then all ended up you don't feel like doing that again just because of the negativity spread by the person who told you.I'm sure most of all experienced this before,that person kinda of ruin your mood to do something is really annoying sometimes.In life,people always judge and trying to live up to everyone's expectation.Everyone has their own stories untold,you probably don't know all of em but just part of em.Nobody is perfect,everyone has past and past is already passed.I used to care how people see/judge me,because I'm sensitive person deep in my heart.Now I acted like don't care most of the time, yet still thinking what people said to me before I sleep. Below are what I always think when I have thoughtful mind before I sleep: Maybe I took another chance I could live forever like this I could live my life like that but I know that I wouldn't last long Perhaps this is one...

This post is inspired by one of my fav song recently by Ellie Goulding -- "Still Falling For You".At first I thought this is her latest single to be release from her latest album,later I just realized it was written as a song for Bridget Jone's baby movie soundtrack. I've started listening her songs from "Lights" till now for like a long time ago.Now this song is totally impress me with her high -pitched vocals as always.FYI, the movie scenes were featured in MV as huge screen background when she sing throughout the song. Here are some of the lyrics: Fire and ice This love is like fire and ice! This love is like rain and blue skies This love is like sun on the rise This love got me rolling the dice Don't let me lose Still falling for you... Still falling for you... Beautiful mind Your heart got a story with mine Your heart got me hurting at times Your heart gave me new kind of highs Your heart got me feeling so fine So what to do Still fall...